Natural Beauties

I am fairly pissed right now. First of all, I just woke up pissed for some reason. Then I go to school and figure out that (of course) I did not make the tennis team. Ok, that's fine. What really made me mad about it is one girl that completely sucks, and one girl that I beat at our challenge match got on the team. How completely unfair is that? Personally, I hope that some people decide not to play and the tennis coach asks me to play. Because then I will have the chance to tell her to kiss my ass. Well, actually, I'd just say no and be a complete bitch about it.

Ok, that is my rant for right now. I'm going to go update the poetry page and put my new poem "Smooth-Faced Liar" on it. (Which btw, if you haven't read it, please do.) Thanks.

Hello, hello.

Today was a fairly good day. I did not write at all but writing is not my only joy in life.

Instead, I went to tennis practice for two hours. I'm not on the team yet but we start "try-outs" tomorrow. For the first time in...forever, there are many, many people trying out for the team, 36ish to be not exact, the team of which is composed of 16 people, so at least twenty people will not make it...more than half. However, I think you can subtract around ten of those people because (not to be rude) but they can barely get the ball over the net, which I am more than happy to say, I can. I believe my main disadvantage is my weight. (I'm not huge but I'm not small either, more out of shape than anything.)

In other, happier news, my bestest buddy Allen is home. He is...I guess he's going to be a junior in college next year. He studied abroad for his second semester this year. Five weeks in Italy, five weeks in France, and five weeks in Spain. I missed him dearly and I'm very happy that he is home. So, of course I know you understand my lack of updates to this website and my lack of writing for today. And I must admit that you can expect me to blow off a lot of things I say I'm going to do, as long as he is home. Mainly because I do not see him much. Not at all this past semester and also, he lives two-three hours away in Charleston, SC, so not much during the year either.

Ok, so that's my blog for today.

Actually, one more announcement.

I don't know if you noticed on my FictionPress.com profile that I am reviving Imagined Hearts or not. However, I am. I have not yet decided if I want to write it all, edit, and then publish it. Just a warning though, I am leaning in that direction, so do not be surprised if you don't get to read it for months. I'm hoping it will be finished sometime this summer. After all, despite three weeks in California, I'm not going anywhere. I don't have a life, duh. And no camps to go to this summer since I am a Governor's School reject... If I sound bitter, it's probably because I am. Just slightly a lot. I'm healing, though it may take a while. This girl is not used to rejection of the academic kind. Ok, that's it, I promise. Adios

I am not sure yet how often I will post these. Perhaps once a week? Maybe more but at least once a week. Right now, I am working on my stories and poetry tabs so I am not saying any more except, check out my website and maybe leave me a review on fictionpress.com? Thanks. Much love.